

2-17-09it is not suprising to me, that I want to be closer to you, the good one, the taken one. the kind of girl you torture yourself with, just to be friends. all because they believe in you, more than you do yourself. makes me want to be a better person, to be everything possible. at the same time, theres something inside of me that knows... things won't work out that way, i prefer to take easy ways out... to have fun rather than to learn and prosper i want to be something, just not what everyone expects2-17-09


crystal ball lieswhen you look into that little glass ball, is it not your future you are suppose to see, i see right through. where is my picture? the one with all the answers, to tell me what to look for. i am just a girl with nothing to fight for, nothing to dream, the only thing i want is a girl to be with me, in the country with a maple leaf on its flag. it may seem silly but its me, don't think less of me because i have no want to learn in the system of text books and lies money is paper, degrees are paper love and happiness are life.crystal ball lies


8-20All the things I chose to never dream of They have all came true Every single one of them I can find in you My choice was to neglect true love To believe it wasn't real Never to believe in a chance Definitely one so soon All my heart ever did for me was lie anyway but there you came with truthness in your eyes Automatically I knew you were different So I charish the things I never dreamed of Thethings I believed I didn't want When now I have no idea what I would do, without you8-20


7-17-06I can't tell you what I want to be when I grow up All I can tell you is who I want to be with and that all I want to be is everything she needs The only goals I have, are to be able to leave To go where ever she goes, and love her with all I have So go ahead and ask me what I want to be It won't be career, or anything with a money income All I'm going to try to be..is everything she needs I'll get all the income I need from that Love is what I want, so I'll be what I need to get that I'm sure I'll figure something out soon enough but right now all I see in my future Is my7-17-06


wishing for youThere's a small sense of hope as I'm running to you. Overpowering any other thought, any other feeling. I'm afraid my pale, nervous face will give every intention that's ever crossed my mind... I'm afraid it will give them all away.wishing for you
A breeze has set in. One I never feel on my side of the world. This route I've taken around the back some form of surprise. I only hope I'm the only one afraid.
You must have felt me coming, or you're just that beautiful naturally. Leaning out of your low window I'm just close enough to see you make a wish


A Change In SceneryLet's take a break, travel around the world. You say you've seen so little. Let's just change it now.A Change In Scenery
We could taste the rain from a city unknown and ride a train for days watching the sky change.
We could go crazy stay overnight on the street somewhere. It couldn't be that bad.
Let's make our own adventure. It's just I can see I'm falling, fast into routine. I want to see it with you before I'm down.
It won't take too long, just enough time to say, we've done it all. Or maybe we can just talk. &n


Sand Castles and Shining EyesThis cool summer breeze gives me chills. They start at my fingertips and quickly, almost randomly they move over my once warm body.Sand Castles and Shining Eyes
At the moment, I'm focusing on the ground. We see to be burried in the sand castle those children built. It's a home fit for royalty, far too luxurious for simple old me.
Your hearbeat is calm on my warm back. As I'm standing, attempting to find a home more fitting, a sharp cold moves up my spine and around my front grasping my chest.
Already standing, I might as well move. Closer


Traces of LifeThere's something in the warmth of the flames that surround me. My young, unknowing heart. Oh, it's growing so thin. I'm spread over, in and then under.Traces of Life
I've made it under your skin.
I hope you can feel the pressure being pu on your jacket from the inside-out. I wouldn't dare break something so beautifully pale.
Shades of pink run through all of you. I wanted that as my secret... but no, not even I deserve the best of you.
Then you open your wide eyes looking for some meaning, in absolutely anything. You're j
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Miss Rai
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so, we need a movie night...eventually. since you guys supposedly already had one while i wasn't here...or something...but, i wasn't here and that's my point....just thought i'd let you know and i was tired of myspace otherwise i would have sent you this there...yes. anyways....see you um, tomorrow!
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